Beautifully Chaotic

These lies…

Don’t seem to hurt

Bend this soul.

Down to the earth

Why try… to feel the sting

It only, causes burn…

Wash away… all this dirt

Only me, is all who knows

Fading far, never be heard

And I try,

God, have I tried

To live again

With peace…

in my own soul

That’s desperately.

Begging for the end.







It was only then that I realized what was. That what exists in fairy tales could have been mine but Instead, the dream boiled away and twisted into a vicious Nightmare.

Until....

He came back.





WARNING: This book contains strong language, explicit situations, alcohol, drugs & disturbing non consensual sexual situations that some readers might find objectionable.