First Time with the Major

I think he wants to control me.
My life is comfortable, predictable and boring….
Until,
That guy next door walks into my café..
He says he is new in the town.
And I wonder if he is experienced with…..women.
Those hard abs under that crisp shirt make me wonder how HARD I could make him.
Those Greek God like looks make me want to surrender.
And that sexy voice…
My world turns upside down.
As he whispers my name.
But how can I do this?
Should I let go of the fears from my past and try and venture into the unfamiliar future that awaits me?

Should I let this guy control my desires….and my life?